#Alex
Oh hey, okay okay.. sorry for ignoring YOU, I just don't know why in my mind, there's only one word for now, Alex. Kekekekeke...
Oh yeah, tests on consequence weeks until finish whole semester! Reports and assignments! University life is truly busy! -7 more weeks to finish sem 1- But then sometimes I enjoy it because of my course mates. They're all friendly and playful and the most important one, they're those types who study - I mean not those who act flirty here and there or what. Yes, this is awesome. I love my sem 1 course mates but uhm, I hope to have a group photo with em'.
Okay, back to the topic, Alex :D I uhm, first was just admiring but I don't know why, some crush feelings happened to be then lead to love feelings. Oh gosh! No man! He's still a lecturer even though he's cute and handsome. Have to show some respect :/ I've been so in love with him until I could imagine him every second. What la me..
The point started that my friend helped me to snap pictures of him during his lectures.. Then after that, I became so wild. So yesterday, I became so impatient that I wanted to ask him so so many personal questions so I just went to see him during his consultation hour. Damn, I've been patient for 6 weeks and I couldn't wait anymore. Ah, just go find him. So my friends accompany me until we reached outside his room. He did saw us because he did not close his office door. But then we did not went in because there was a student meeting him. After the student left, my friends was asking me why not to go in. I was scared, oh my. Heartbeats beat so fast. Then my friend took out his Chemistry lecture notes and asked me to go in simply to ask one question to take the opportunity to talk to him face to face. LOL. But still I was scared to meet him. Then my friends started to tease me, saying that until night also I won't dare to go in. So, I went to prove to them. I straight away go in.
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Of course I started with 'Good Afternoon, sir'. And then I simply asked question that I actually knew the answer. "Sir, is this your consultation hour now?' LOL. He was like yes yes, anything?
Me : May I know what is this ..................... ( Chemistry stuffs)
Then he started to explain and so on then after finished explaining, he asked me got other questions or not. I was being straight forward asked him this :
Me : Sir, can I have your phone number? *looking at his phone on the table* *oh it was SIII mini* HAHAHA
But then what he replied me was awkwardly said that he normally don't give his number to students. Oh well, okay. I'm such a failure then. But then I quickly change topic, I asked him : 'Sir, may I know your age?' Kyaaaaaa~ Please, I hope he's 24!!! He was being stopped a while because you know right, if it's you, you will also think that why suddenly a student (some more different gender) asking your age. Then I saw his face a bit red! Kyaaaaa~ I'm happy inside my heart. I wanted to take a photo with him! I want the photo so much! Then after that he's replying like this :
Uhm, my age ah? Uhm, actually I uhm, twenty-seven. He smiled.
Oh first time he smiled!!! He have not been smiling or laughing inside the class before even if he's telling jokes! WOW! He smiled at me! Kyaaaaaa~ His smile melts my heart :O Then I smiled back to him. At the same time, I'm quite disappointed because I hoped he is 24 so at least, I get some comfortable moments. Ohhh, he's 27. Nine years older than me eh. I couldn't believe it. He looked so young!
So back to reality, I just replied him, 'Oh'... *nod head*
Okay I wanted to take a photo with him but then I don't know how to make the request and some more I saw his face became more red.. Hahahaha.. so you know what? I just said 'Thank You sir' and walk off.
OHHHHHHH! totally wasted right???? :(((( I thought I could take a photo with him then show to my Ipoh gang. I'm totally sad, depressed, emo... etc
I'm so regret. But I still hope he could remember me since I as a girl randomly asked him such a personal question. I wish , I want him to remember me. I think I wanna meet him again next Thursday to interview him more about himself (eg: why choose Chemistry, why become a lecturer and etc).. AND, I MUST TAKE PHOTO WITH HIM! really hoped that he would accept my request :/
Story ends here and to be continue if I really got guts to interview him. The story above was the first step. This is second step. Third step will be, from now on, whenever I see him, I wanna wish him. :P
Fourth step? See la, if he would accept me to be his sister. Bwahahahaha, but hey sometimes dreaming could become a reality :O
Alright, that's all for now. Have a nice day ;)
